to feel seen

I know that I write a lot

And describe you in so many beautiful ways. 

I just think you’re one of the kindest 

And gentlest souls that I’ve ever met. 

When I’m around you, 

It literally feels like my soul is healing.

I have spent a lot of time

Being down on myself.

And yes, part of this is by being

Over-criticized by my family members. 

But being around you

And hearing you say

That you wouldn’t change anything about me.

Those words. 

I have never heard those words spoken to me before – 

Not once.

My entire life 

I’ve been told that I’m too clingy

And too needy,

That I’m not presentable if I don’t, 

I don't know – shave my legs

Or if I don’t wear makeup. 

That I share too much of myself

And who I am 

With people I am close to.

So to meet and get to know

Somebody who says those words to me. 

Who encourages me to be myself. 

When I’m with you I feel seen and safe and free.